I am so cross. just want to be left alone.
Then there's my head. No not actual voices. I'm not that insane (yet)... but the guilt and the jealousy.
I cant rant on my blog.
At least here i can shout out and say FUCK YOU ALL AND YOUR MOTHERS TOO.
All those bastards who use and abuse me.
All those cunts who cant just let me lead my life the way i want to.
I so want to be free. Want to be able to get out of here.
I yearn for it.
The feelings i have in my heart are rediculous. They need to be banished. I'm jealous of someone that i dont even know.
I want someone to stop hurting me.
Doesnt he know he hurts me when he does things like that? When he writes things like that?
I want to be loved by a certain person, and it isnt likely to happen. And it hurts.
Oh FUCK
Anyone got an off switch?