Stuck in a foreign country with no friends except online, too paralysed by fear, booze and self-hatred to make friends or move, and I've learnt not to blog anything about it because it just worries people and is boring.
I mean, who wants to read someone endlessly whinging? Nobody. Christ, I wouldn't. So it's "only post the cheery or interesting stuff" and, if there's nothing even approaching cheery or interesting, post a few photos of random shit.
And meanwhile there's more and more booze. And I don't even have the excuse of being chemically dependent. I'm a crap alcoholic, I've got no tolerance at all, but I know, eventually, it will happen.
Should never have fucking moved here. I need to get out. I got over, I can leave again.
Posted by anonymous at May 24, 2004 5:55 PM | TrackBackYou could always post a heap of memes and quiz results, like the rest of us lemmings do
Posted by: at June 4, 2004 6:54 AM