I feel so incredibly detatched from the rest of the world. Everybody has their own rhythm, they know who they are, they know who they belong to. They don't have trouble clicking with people. They have that one person that they can always call up and talk to, and not feel unreasonably uncomfortable with.
And then there's me. I can't get over the feeling that there's something wrong with me, and that people think there's something wrong with me. I can't get over feeling that ever single person is judging me in the back of their minds, that they can see right through me. And I can't get close to someone without pushing them away, because I'm convinced they secretly hate me.
What the fuck is my problem?
Posted by anonymous at June 21, 2004 11:02 AMYou are self-centered. I must say your megalomaniacal screed is well written though.
Posted by: Lars at June 22, 2004 4:22 AMeveryone is like you, your perception on everyone is quite distorted and unrealistic. The whole world is fucking uncomfortable.
Posted by: at June 27, 2004 1:29 AMI am not.
Posted by: Lars at June 28, 2004 4:21 AMLook; if you really want to be happy then I can tell you how. I'm just not convinced you *want* to be happy.
Posted by: at June 28, 2004 9:22 PM