I'm going to die alone.
I want to *be* attached, *be* married.
I just can't get there. Men show interest and I panic and hide.
They're just interested. It *feels* like new obligation and being trapped.
I don't see it changing.
accept being alone. you might learn to enjoy your own company
Posted by: at October 3, 2004 6:52 PMIf you don't see it changing it is because you are unwilling to change it or unable to change it.
If you are unable you should do some soul searching to find out why. You want to be attached yet run away an hide...are you afraid of something? It does sound like it to me (I admint freely I could be wrong).
If you are unwilling then like the above comment you should learn to be alone.
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