I feel pissy and lonely and stressed! I spoke to my best friend on the phone last night and forgot to wish him a happy birthday; I spoke to my roommate's mother this afternoon and she began crying over the phone about her other daughter being in the hospital, that was awkward; I sat in a friend's hospital room because she has the flu and felt like I had to get the hell out of there because I could feel the germs crawling all over me; a hallmate's dad died from cancer. Why does the world suck balls? Will I ever find peace in any place, will I ever get a boyfriend, will I ever learn to love or allow myself to receive it?
Posted by anonymous at January 13, 2005 6:46 PM | TrackBack