i hate myself loads ,i feel like i am the only one who does...i can really relate to Simple Plans song , Welcome To My Life... have a listen then you'll know how i feel!i hate my life,i hate being me, why couldnt i of died when i woz born like i was suppossed to?!?i hate my dad,mam nd sister kaye! i hate my dad 'cause he's a dickhead, my mam 'cause she never lets me do anything.. for e.g- my borhters g.f wanted me to go over hers for the night so i asked my mam and guess what she said? no , have you seen the time(being only 10.00) i dont want you walking there by yourself! an my fave... if your angling for a lift then the answers no.. and my sister because she lies about me, makes my life hell and also tells my mam the opposite of what i told her to tell my mam! e.g- me: kaye..tell mam i'll be back in around 9.00 or 10.00 will ya? kaye: yer cya ..bi
11.30 i get bakc in late.. but im not bothered my mam isnt even back from her new 'boyfriends' yet.. next morning kaye tells her that i never told her where i was going or when i would be back... bullshit!!! what a fkin bitch!! also she says i take stuff out of her room.. nd deny it- but how can i..? there's a great big fkin lock on it!! ffs!!! also because of all the more popular people at school(most younger then me) they called me names all the way through primary and still tend to now ( i'm now coming into year 9) they think their funny cause they're pretty and eveyone knoews them.. well guess what.. they NOT pretty and will never be.. nd the only reason they're popular is 'cause they're slags!
i also hate myself because i have spots and i'm not exactly a twig and i think that i am the most ugly being on earth - bbut have been told differently on many occassions....^o) I don't know any reasons for me not to end my life... has/can anyone find any for me??!!??
i agree with you. the popular kids are usually the ugly ones.
it just so happens that their families are rich, so they can afford to be stupid and ugly.
Posted by: at June 18, 2005 7:45 PMwhy should you live? because your life will probably get better. you're too young right now to decide for certain that it won't. and suicide is kinda permanent.
so unlike rich kids, you can't afford to be stupid and ugly, and if it's not possible to make yourself prettier, then you need to work harder in school, because your post reeks of idiocy. go talk to a counselor, tell them what you're feeling, and they can probably give you some help.
if not, at the very least, wait until you're an adult to make the big decision.
Posted by: at June 18, 2005 9:22 PMI recommend a strict drug regimen. you should smoke crack on a daily basis. Augment this with a large bottle of vodka,a bottle of kaluha and a quart of half and half,(pronounced one word)also on a daily basis. Be liberal with the crack. After implementing this new diet you will be so broke and addicted that you won't want to kill yourself anymore. You will be well.
Posted by: at June 20, 2005 1:18 PMOne thing I can't stand is the 14- to 17-year-old crowd moaning and whining about their terrible, horrible lives. Spend a little less time whining and a little more time studying so that you can write a sentence without coming across as a complete fool. By then, you'll be a little older and a little more educated. Keep it up and one day, you can be able to live under your own roof, and start the cycle all over again by having kids who can't stand you. Bleh.
Posted by: at June 21, 2005 4:06 AMsorry, posted before finishing...
Suicide is not a solution.
babe you're a classic teenager. im a teenager too, so yea i'd know. think of all the people out there who are your age and have real problems. Like starvation, abuse, disabilities, sickness. you're just an average kid with a normal life. to put it bluntly get over yourself. go find somebody to help out or something cuz you obviously dont have enough to do with your time at the moment. take care of yourself. xxx
Posted by: luce at September 26, 2005 8:35 PMwow im 15 and i agree with the person who said they cant stand my age group. everybody has troubles in life. fucking get over it. how are u gonna deal with it when something bad really does happen. what doesnt kill us only makes us stronger!
Posted by: at November 6, 2005 8:15 PMHonestly, you deserve a life full of happiness, and there is no reason for you to take your life, because there are so many possibilities waiting for you, but if you kill yourself, you won't get to find out what they are. Life is a gift, and although we all go through difficult times, where we hate ourselves, and others, we have to remember that we are loved, and that we were put here for a reason.
I'm sorry that things aren't going well right now, but find the brightside, and things will get better. Please, please don't take your life. I don't know you, but i don't want you to take something so valuable. I value your life, and i want you to be happy.
As for finding a reason for you NOT to end your life, how about your dignity? Your pride? Your peers? If people are bitches to you, be the bigger person. Show them how much they mean to you by not letting them affect you! Show them that you are a good person, and can rise above those that can't see that, and be happy. Find something that you're good at, and focus time on that. Try to deal with everything with a good attitude, and know that people are infact here for you.
We all go through difficult times, and I truly hope that you can see how valuable you are, and that you are important, and are meant to do something in the world. There is no reason to end your life, because things do get better, and everything will be ok! Good luck, really.
U r trying to find a permanent solution to a temperory problem.U have grown from a child to a teenager - u have different perspective of life now. Y dont u wait to become an adult and see if things change and ur ideas about the same thing can change for the better! You cannot come back in age. Go ahead and enjoy ur life as if u were born only today.
Posted by: Veena at February 7, 2007 10:57 PM