My first anon:
Ok, so I broke up w/ her like 5 months ago after a very rough time in my life. I didn't know which way was up and what was down and couldn't seem to get anything straight. I needed my space, and I got it... Well I really broke up with her like 8 and a half months ago, then we were still kinda together, but not really, off and on for 3 and a half months. I figured out who I was and what I was doing with my life, and couple months ago talked to her again... a lot of things were said that made me realize a lot that I was blind to. I was recently returning some more stuff of hers the other week and we talked, as if we were friends for over an hour, just talked. It was great, the comfort level in the room was just amazing.
She's with somebody new now (has been for 3 and a half months or so) and they're very serious... and at first I was a bit devistated to hear that but figured it was for the best. A couple months ago she had asked about being friends and I told her I probably couldn't do it. After the visit the other week I had thought about if I could be friends with her, and I really want to be friends. But I can't do it. A couple days later our paths crossed again, and we chatted very breifly.
I often wonder if it's as hard for her seeing me as it is for me to see her.
When we first got together I wasn't over my last ex... now I'm kinda seeing somebody new (although they're outta town for a little while) and seem to be having the same problem... but now she's my last ex. I really do like this new girl, and can definately see potential for a future with her, but seem to have a hard time moving on when the breakup isn't on bad terms.... even if it was my decision.
[Tired and Restless]
Posted by anonymous at September 21, 2005 9:07 PM