I wish I didn't suffer from this rubbish depression.
It feels like it's not GOOD enough.
I'm not depressed enough to just stop doing everything and have a damn decent breakdown.
But I'm not well enough to DO anything about it or change my life to make me feel better.
It takes me a long time to get out of bed in the morning.
But I DO get up eventually.
But then the early morning optimism gets trapped and stifled by my lack of motivation.
Resulting in just sitting on my own and feeling depressed about not doing anything about how bad my life makes me feel.
Like a big, horrible, drawn-out circle.
You're not depresssed. You're just a whiner.
Posted by: at November 6, 2005 7:03 AMtry chocolate
Posted by: at November 6, 2005 11:20 AMi feel the same too! i think its a premonition to a full blown depression, or that we are just resilient enough to not get fully depressed
Posted by: UC at November 7, 2005 9:56 AMknow what? your boring, whiney post isn't GOOD enough, either.
Posted by: at November 7, 2005 2:34 PMah ... just DO something! Get out .. find a hobby, mug someone ... watch a movie ... eat a banana. Loads of posts about bananas around here ... I mean, some people spend time pooing in the shower! Just DO and LIVE !
Posted by: dave at November 10, 2005 7:10 AMI know what you're going through. I've been there for about a month. Snooze button for like 3+ hours every day... yeah.
All I can do is look at the truckload of stuff I ought to be doing, and decide to hide under the covers again. I started anti-depressants today. Shall see how it goes.
To you commenters... your input is useless unless you've been here.
Posted by: at November 14, 2005 5:16 PMOne of those comments is mine, and I HAVE been there.
Posted by: at December 2, 2005 8:28 AMI'm there. I don't like it. But nothing beats the wallowing and self pity. I'm not being rude to the one who posted. It's just the way I am right now. And the nothing beats comment is sarcasm. But that seems to be the only thing I am good at accomplishing of late. Not the sarcasm, but the wallowing in self pity. Maybe pity is the wrong word. I don't pity me. Maybe I should have said self-supression.
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