Anonyblog

my dirty girl

here are more words you'll never read, well, because i no longer have the desire, will, strength, passion or energy to try anymore. so, maybe i am or was hurt by you actions, in actions and all that falls inbetween. it really doesn't matter much now. all i know is that i fear for you still. i don't believe your reasons entirely, but when you're ready to elaborate and finally be honest, i'll be waiting. i'll love you forever and as promised i won't give up. i pray for you all the time.

but enough of you. in case i'm wrong, i'm moving on. you've left me no other choice, which was your plan i suppose. however, it's going to work better then you anticipated because I can't burden you with my distrust now that you try to reconcile your wrongs by pretending it was all accidental. You know how well i know you, yet you continue to insult me with idle excuses and half-true reasons as if I'm still too dumb to decipher your intentions.