Anonyblog: How can I be so nice when I hate you all so much?

November 30, 2005

How can I be so nice when I hate you all so much?

Author:
"Molested" by peer when 8 or 9.
Divorced parents
Relatively low economic status

Why am I such a God Damned nice person when I hate you all so much?

Maybe it is because I realize that we are all burning in this lake of flaming shit together? But maybe there is no flame, no shit, but just me spinning around my eccentric orbit. Doomed by chance to go screaming into oblivion, forever.

Posted by anonymous at November 30, 2005 10:31 PM

Comments

lol. welcome to my world.

Posted by: at November 30, 2005 11:16 PM

You don't sound that nice... you sound quite angry and bitter. Lots of people have had horrible childhoods, lots of problems etc... and are damn nice people. And they don't sit around thinking about how nice they are!

Posted by: at December 1, 2005 2:08 AM

Your anger comes to you due to your focus on your self. In your head do hear yourself cursing your self. My Head says "you idiot" 7-8 times/ day.
Self lothing is just negitive pride.
focus on volunteering to help someone else
Habitat, Children mentoring, Community service
Setting your mind on others will free you from negitive pride. you may even here yourself saying I was nice, that was good , this is joyful.
try it for one day I double dog dare you!

Posted by: maw at December 1, 2005 2:46 AM

"Molested" by a peer when you were 8 or 9? No, I don't think so. I think it was just two 8 or 9 year olds expressing curiousity about their bodies. Get over it.

"Divorced parents"? Who doesn't have divorced parents these days? Get over it.

"Relatively low economic status"? Welcome to the real world. That describes most of us. Get over it.

Why are you such a "God Damned nice person" when you hate us all so much? That's the easiest one of all. You're not a nice person, not at all. You're a bitter, angry, selfish person who looks for excuses to be that way. Get over it.

Posted by: at December 1, 2005 5:53 AM

Forgiveness is your answer. Seek it and you will find peace and happiness.

Posted by: at December 4, 2005 7:08 PM

Kill them all, they deserve it...every last fucktard mouthbreather.

Posted by: Anonymouse at December 21, 2005 11:28 AM