I am delusional. She lives one thousand kilometers away and anxiety still pounds at my door, tears me from my comfortable, stylish couch and throws me into the crowded streets of longing. I think about her every day because she is my password, my muse, she's like bleach on fabric- the mark never fades.
Not only am I delusional, however, I lie to myself also. I pretend like the next time you visit it might be forever.
And that's when you say, "Only forever?"
Posted by anonymous at January 17, 2006 6:50 AMyou know... she could be 1000 kilometers away banging with someone else.....
get over it already!
Posted by: at January 19, 2006 5:40 AMYou are most definitely delusional.
Posted by: at January 20, 2006 7:35 AM