You have thrown away what would have been the greatest relationship of your life. I love you. I love you more that I have ever loved any other being on this earth. I thought I showed you that everyday. Who else would have driven 12 hours one way every weekend for a month to be with you? Who else would have taken you on vacation to florida and New York AFTER you pulled that stupid shit? I never judged you for your past. That's more than anyone else in your life has done. Your own family wouldn't give you the time of day. If it wasn't for me coming in to your life your Dad still wouldn't be talking to you. After everything I have done for you, given you and all the love I have shown you, you still had to break my heart. And for what? So you could go back to the party life. So you could start getting high without feeling guilty! So you could flaunt your body in the club and have guys stare at you to boost your self esteem. Well I have news for you....you're never going to find anyone better than me! You will be stuck with the same sort of losers that you dated before me. You may be hot but that will only get you a one night stand. Why do you think everyone else cheated on you? After the sex what else do you have to offer? Your a single mother of two kids by two different fathers with an 8th grade education and hick accent that makes daisy duke sound intelligent. Once they find out about your past you have absolutely no value outside of the bedroom. How many other guys are going to take the time to hear all about your life and attempt to understand why you are who you are? Most guys will haul ass after the first ten minutes.
You know the more I write the more I realize that I'm an ignorant fool for not running when I had the chance. Instead i waited for you to screw me over. You destroyed my car, ran up $400 in cell phone bills talking to other guys, lost the $200 watch I bought you and lost my cell phone and never apologized for any of them. In fact you insist that you did no wrong. And after all that I still forgave you. Why? Because my dumb ass is still in love with you. GOD I'm stupid!
Posted by anonymous at January 23, 2006 9:21 AMThe the fact that you're this bitter about the breakup, and the fact that you've basically said, I spent all this money on you to keep you and you still left, shows that you're not the best person for him/her.
Well, maybe you're just angry and need to vent. But dude, come on! Be the bigger man/woman.
Posted by: at January 23, 2006 9:51 AMOh I am angry. No doubt about that. But I didn't say I spent all that money to keep her. I did all of those things because we were in a relationship. She told me from the beginning that she was a bitch and I didn't see it. The part that really pisses me off is that I was so good to her (her words not mine) and she ended it so abruptly and in such a shitty way. I just needed to vent.
Posted by: at January 23, 2006 10:58 AMSorry this happened to you. She's probably comfortable with misery because that's all she knows. People make what they know and what they're comfortable with.
All we can really do is give love wholeheartedly and hope they have the courage to receive and reciprocate.
Posted by: at January 23, 2006 12:46 PMIt seems to me that venting has proven valuable for you. As I read your description of her, I thought, what does he see in this girl? Glad we cleared that up.
Posted by: at January 23, 2006 1:04 PMIt sounds like you're where I was once. I was in love with the same type. You need to realize one thing and one thing alone:
You can't fix her.
You can't love her enough change how her heart and mind work. Belive me, I tried. All you can do is tear yourself away with all your might and STOP LISTENING. Otherwise anytime she needs somebody to validate her life, she'll chew you up and spit you out again.
Get away. You can't help her.
When are you going to boil her bunny? That'll win her back even if the torrent of abuse on the internet somehow fails to swing it for you.
Posted by: Chris K! at February 1, 2006 12:17 PMLOL! Good one!
Posted by: at February 3, 2006 1:32 PM