January 24, 2006

Here's a REAL confession, fuckers.

I dreamt that I had sex with a 10-year-old girl. Her chest was smooth and flat, and her face was divine. This isn't the first time this has happened. It's involuntary but it's changing me.

Mainly I think about it when some asshole tells everyone to "reveal one of their secrets" at a job orientation or something. When it comes to me, I'm going to scream it out loud. But I never do. I make up something instead.

I know, I should kill myself now. But what would you do if you were in my place? Think about it. You wouldn't kill yourself. You would try to get over it.

I'm going to go watch a movie with my friends. I won't tell them shit. You probably have a friend with this same problem, and he ain't telling you. He never will.

Posted by anonymous at January 24, 2006 7:30 PM
Comments

I know you never think you could, but DON'T be alone in a room with a underage person. You don't know what could happen.

Posted by: Neb at January 24, 2006 7:43 PM

choke back any shame or pride and seek counseling. please.

Posted by: at January 24, 2006 8:41 PM

Just because you think it theres no reason you ever have to do it. Find someone (like a counsellor) to help you deal with these thoughts, and they'll never become anything more than that.
Don't hate yourself for what you haven't done, but be sure you do everything you can to prevent it.

Posted by: Jenni at January 25, 2006 2:43 AM

Yes, this is disturbing on the surface. We really can't assess what's going on in your head with this small snippet of a confession.

Symbology in dreams aren't always cut and dry. It really depends on your feelings, thoughts behind your dream. Is it changing you because you know that in reality it's wrong and that you should be ashamed? or is it changing you in that you actually want and desire it?

You really need to talk to a professional about this and don't just settle on the first one you find. Look for one that you are comfortable with and right for your need.

Please talk a professional.

Posted by: at January 25, 2006 12:12 PM

Please get help before you ruin the lives of 20-30 people when you do somthing horrible to a child. It not only ruins her life and your life but it crushes the life of her parents, grand parents and everyone that knows her. As a father, I beg you to get help. Please.

Posted by: at January 27, 2006 1:15 PM

get some help man

Posted by: pedro at January 31, 2006 3:51 AM

i agree with all above statements.

Posted by: at February 2, 2006 9:11 AM

Yeah get some help. Pedophilles are people I would kill if given the chance. Dont become one.

Posted by: at February 23, 2006 4:08 AM

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