i can't seem to tell anyone really, and i don't know why. i'm afraid my friends might think i'm completely crazy, but i have a suspicion that they know i like him more than i say. the whole situation is ridiculous anyway...i have nothing in common with him, he's leaving soon, and i know he's infatuated with someone else. i mean, she doesn't seem attractive, and she has the personality of a rock...and she's- in my opinon- a bitch. it seems to me that she'll settle for him, and they'll live in some nice house off in long island. and he'll love her more than she learns to love him. i don't want her there. i want him for myself. which is silly, and selfish of me. i feel happy when i think of him, and when he hugs me and when he bores me...he even makes me happy with his stupid anecdotes because i love the way he gets excited over them. i know i should feel guilty for pining over him so much, but it's a small bit of happiness in my life. that maybe one day, just a kiss...that's all i want, just to get over him. to say that he wasn't a good kisser anyway, and go back to being his friend. ugh. why does he have to be the perfect balance of adorable and arrogance? i want to stop this infatuation...i want to be with him.
Posted by anonymous at January 26, 2006 4:18 PMWell, I'll tell you what you aren't alone. I have the same goddamn situation going too. Same obsession with the same girl for... oh let's see.. going on eleven years now, and damn do I not give a shit how selfish it is. For christs sake the guy she is with is the biggest moron I have ever met. Seriously who the hell wears cowboy boots with khakis, I mean seriously... Oh well, stupid love bullshit never end well.
Posted by: at January 27, 2006 1:17 AMYou can't force someone to love you, but I know how hard it is to let someone go. She probably is a blonde, skinny, little bitch isn't she? I hate those girls.
Posted by: at January 27, 2006 11:18 AMI waited 7 years to be with the woman of my dreams. When I finally got my chance I made the most of it. I rolled out the red carpet and gave everything I had both emotionally and financially. Nothing had value to me other than her smile. Then she dumped me! That was over a year ago and not a day goes by that I don't think about her. I'm still in love with her and she's with someone else. They say "it is better to have love and lost, than to never have loved at all"....bull shit. Maybe one day you will have your chance. Hopefully it will have a happier ending than mine.
Posted by: at January 31, 2006 4:55 AMYawn. Women's problems are rubbish. He's with her because she has bigger tits. Deal with it.
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