I did something really dumb. I drank my self stupid and fucked around on the only woman who ever really cared for me. I know I only kissed her but the guilt is overwhelming. I could care less what happens to me but I couldn't live with myself for hurting her. Why didn't I tell her to take a hike when she first tried to kiss me? I have been Praying to GOD every minute for the last 2 days. Praying that I won't end up with something that gets passed on to her. There's so much shit out there like herpes, mono, hepatitus and who knows what else. Never again!!! I'm done with the alcohol. It's not that I drink often but when I do I drink way too much and lose my senses. I'm getting exactly what i deserve. I can't sleep and I've lost my appetite. I spend every minute thinking about what a stupid ass I was. God I only pray that the woman was clean. From this moment forward there will be no more drinking. ever.....I'm done. I'm sure someone out there will tell me exactly how fucked up I am and that I deserve this but believe me when I say you can't make me feel any worse than I do right now. Unless you're a doctor and diagnose me with some fucked up disease. Someone please shoot me!
Posted by anonymous at January 27, 2006 8:16 AMKissing won't give you any sort of disease besides maybe a cold, and if it is real love your girl will forgive you. It would be worse hiding this from her and then having her find out in the long run, so tell her that you are sorry and see what goes from there.
Posted by: at January 27, 2006 11:16 AMcheater
Posted by: at January 27, 2006 11:25 AMYes, tell her. Even if it is just a kiss, it will still hurt her but at least it didn't go any further than that and you owned up to it.
Of course it's not as easy as that. She will have trouble trusting you and you will have to work doubly hard to gain her trust again but if she is the love of your life, you will do it. Good Luck!
Posted by: at January 27, 2006 11:57 AMDon't tell her. For God sake it was only a kiss and if she doesn't need to know and you truly regret it, don't tell her.
Although the fact that you did cheat on her, even under the influence of alcohol, suggests that you don't like her as much as you thought you did
Posted by: at February 1, 2006 4:08 AMPraying to God won't help you. He doesn't exist, dumbass.
Posted by: Tom at February 1, 2006 4:15 AMWow! That's amazing! Here we have the most intelligent and all-knowing person in the world to know that God doesn't exist!
Posted by: at February 1, 2006 11:09 AMDon't be a fanny, blokes are allowed to have more than one woman on the go at any one time. It's one of the few things Muslims have got right.
Your root problem is much worse - you cannot speak your own language correctly. "I could care less" implies that you are concerned about what happens to you. The phrase you are looking for is "I could NOT care less" which demonstrates your total lack of concern on the subject. Any one from the correct side of the Atlantic can you tell you this.
Perhaps that redneck fuckwit in charge will invade us in the name of TWASP. The War Against Speaking Properly.
Posted by: Chris K! at February 1, 2006 11:47 AMYes, grow up be a man, face up to reality.Bravo atheist.
Posted by: Ash at February 1, 2006 10:16 PMHey chris K, if the "redneck, fuckwit" in charge of us did decide to invade your country I can assure you it would take less time to conquer your gay little island than it has taken me to write this sentence. I can also assure you it would not be the war against speaking properly, it would be the war to benefit oral hygiene! Our bad english is not as embarassing as your bad teeth.
Posted by: at February 2, 2006 7:42 AMhoorah for that comment! as for the girl, no idea
Posted by: at February 2, 2006 8:43 AMHey Chris when referring to the "fuckwit" you should realize that he is also in charge of you. I only say this because every time the "fuckwit" says "jump", tony blair is in mid air before the last syllable leaves his mouth. When has the united kingdom ever NOT done what the U.S. tells them to? I would appreciate it if you were more respectful when talking about your President.
Posted by: at February 2, 2006 9:48 AMthat was a bit harsh. we're not all twats like the post from the earlier uk guy!
Posted by: at February 3, 2006 7:24 AMNo offense to the non-twats from over there.
Posted by: at February 3, 2006 8:35 AMHow about you do something about your drinking? You'd better get it under control, or you will fuck things up even worse.
Posted by: at February 5, 2006 9:02 AMwhats wrong with me, I seem so stupid. For the last 2 years I tried to change my life for the better. Started eating right, exercising, reading self help books and I can't seemed to put it altogether, I have lots about 50 pounds but have seem to stall for the last year at a certain weight. I don't think I am getting any smarter either, I have been eating tuna, blueberries, quit alcohol, and tried to improve my memory, I think i am still stupid. I have tried doing those sudoko puzzles, but the easy ones I can't do under 10 minutes, whats wrong with me?
It seems I have chronic boredom or something, or some kind of mental fog, I get bored with people and conversations easily, then I think they feel that I don't care thus I end up with no friends.
Is there such a condition as permanently stupid, or just plain slow? What about chronic boredom? I can't get excited at all over my domestic life. If I was a james bond type person living that type of life then I think I would be fine, but cleaning dishes everyday, taking out the trash, mowing the lawn is hardly exciting. CALGON TAKE ME AWAY!!
FRED
Posted by: fred dummy at February 20, 2006 9:00 PMI'm so fucking stupid!!!
I did something really dumb. I drank my self stupid and fucked around on the only woman who ever really cared for me.
Mellow Dramatic. I think maybe you should think about switching genders. You sound like a woman.
seriously. I'm not just trying to bash on you. You sound like a total female. Either that or you're 16.
Buck up and confess. If you start to run into trouble just remember the cheaters fail safe phrase.
"I only fuck her, I make love to you.