I want to kill myself. I can't do that to my friends and family, but I want to. I'm so tired and everything is so irretrievably fucked up
Posted by anonymous at April 14, 2006 2:35 PMI had similar feeling. Only reason not to kill myself was my family and that I didn't want to hurt them. But now. I want to stay alive because sometimes I do laugh, there are some happy moments in my life and when it is just ordinary all day shit. Well I became much more..let's say in line with morbid way of life and now when I do not laugh it amuses me to see how much more shit life can produce...and then I laugh to that :D
Posted by: at May 2, 2006 12:29 AM