I'm not sure if I can discern where things start and where they end any more. So much has been thrown at me this past week, all of it determining my future; none of it easy or making sense. If I go back to that city for summer, I'm honestly not sure if I'll live through it.
God, I'm nauseous and light headed just thinking about it all. I have no idea what to do or how things will turn out, and that scares me to death.
Last night I really just wanted to chill and hang out, but someone took away that possibility. I've been putting myself through hell recently because of all this, and she's actually been the cause of some of it plus last night. I need some serious time to just relax and realize that I alone am worth something, that I have qualities and characteristics nobody else can offer. I need to have fun and find myself again under all this stress and insanity. Getting away from certain people is most definitely a necessity in order to get through all of this crap before school gets out.
Posted by anonymous at April 23, 2006 6:17 PMWhat the hell does "don't bite the cliff" mean?
Posted by: at April 25, 2006 6:23 AM