I get frustrated so eaily. This is a problem when I have deadlines to meet, because I have to battle myself to get things done when I feel lilke I just can't. Right now I have to much going on and too many things I need to do by a certain date. I put forth an genuine, honest effort, only to be frustrated to tears. Its like no matter how hard I try I can never accomplish what I'm trying to do. Part of it is my low self esteem, but it's also the hurtful things other people say to me that make me feel like I shouldn't even make an attempt. I have a huge audition coming up, it's my chance to prove that I'm good enough to be among the elite. If I don't do well I will fail myself, and prove everyone who said I wasn't good enough right. I have to ace this, but everytime I try to practice I get to frustrated to go on. The deadline is approaching fast, and I'm really worried about how I'll do.
Posted by anonymous at April 25, 2006 3:46 PM