I am wasting my life. My monotonous existence is prosaic. I take the minimum of classes at college, the rest of the time I in my apartment and listen to indie music and films, read, and drink. My parents send me enough money so I do not have to work. I am not getting adequate socialization because I stay locked up most of the day. People always had high expectations of me, I graduated valedictorian from high school, and I never had a problem attracting the opposite sex. I simply do not have the drive to live a normal life. When does life begin? I getting tired of waiting. Is there anybody listening?
Posted by anonymous at April 30, 2006 7:18 PMwhy don't you try sticking a week with a friend whose sociable, and go to places where they go, and etc.
Posted by: at May 1, 2006 12:29 AMi feel exactly the same
Posted by: at May 1, 2006 7:48 AMYou say you're taking the minimum of classes, and that your parents support you. Do you realize how lucky you are to have parents who support you through college? Do you realize how many students out there are taking huge course loads while working full time in order to pay tuition and bills?
Yeah I' listening, all right---I'm listening to a spoiled brat.
Posted by: at May 1, 2006 10:49 AMI'm terrefied of ending up like that.
Posted by: at May 1, 2006 4:16 PMproves money dosnt buy happyness
Posted by: at May 1, 2006 4:34 PMsomebody please tell this person how lucky they are and how they need to take advantage of their good luck!
Posted by: at May 1, 2006 5:52 PMWhat is a normal life? One song from Bad Religion has a good line: "sanity is the state of mind we all believe in" same thing I apply to normality! Only recently I learned to not be afraid of "crazy" way of life. An example, I was afraid that I will stay alone all my life, no girlfriend, no wife and that dort of thing but then it was just because everybody else was saying it is not normal to be alone and stuff like that. Well now, I am satisfied to listen to myself and my feelings. I like being alone, I do have girlfriend occasionaly, no rpoblem with that, but I just dont't feel the need to be with someone all my life. That is not normal, all my friends tell me that but, I jsut like being myself and indulging myself. That said, if you like indie music, film and reading...do it. Just study engough and go tot enough classes so you don't have trouble finishing Uni beacuse life with Uni later is shit (heavign to work and stuff like that) but without Uni it is even bigger shit :D
Also, enjoy your Uni now, listening to music, watching flims and reading! Why you wonder!? Well I haven't had time to read a book apart when I am traveling to work, or on a business trip in the plane or a train. Movie? I haven't seen a movie in quite a while and there a re movies I want to see. And music....don't listen to it as often as I would want to.
I know that when I say now "so enjoy" it is hard to comprehend since my point of view is different...but try to look yourself from other perspective, I do that sometimes, and you'll not only see that you are acctually heaving fun but also in what ways could oyu have more fun :) ;)