Thats a lyric from the used. basically thats how i feel right now. things about me depress me and i don't want to do anything or go out or anything. i have school right now and it's summer. i've gotten a new girlfriend recently sorta and its been good but the things about myself that still depress me make me not want to see her right now. things that have made me feel shi**y in the past are coming back and they ruin everything about my life. do you ever feel like just not being sometimes? not necessarily dying, but close. i try to think, live life to the fullest and make everything you can out of it, but what if you don't wanna live?
Posted by anonymous at July 14, 2006 9:24 AMI have felt like that sometimes. Right now I think I am in that kind of rut. I feel pretty bad, and I haven't talked to any friends in a while. I would suggest talking to someone about how you feel, maybe a family member or a close friend. That always helps me. Also, maybe do some volunteer work. That can help you feel good about yourself.
Posted by: at July 14, 2006 8:19 PMyes I too have felt them.
I sit and mope and it does not go away, except that now I am sore from inactivity to boot.
A hot shower and sleep followed by an early morning walk in the local wilderness/park does it for me nowadays.
I have tried playing with a pet; writing a journal and re-reading it every once in a while to make sure I am learnig from my mistakes; drugs and alcohol; hanging with friends/ girlfriends and sharing thoughts and emotions (hopefully getting some feedback- sometimes worked other times it did not). The list can be endless but at some point you have to come to one of two underastandings: Can you handle it alone? And why does it occur?
GL
thx, and i mean it
Posted by: at July 15, 2006 6:55 PM