i did the most stupidest thing u could possibly do regarding falling inlove...
i did the 1 thing i told myself i didnt wanna do, i tried so hard 4 it 2 not happen.. but it did..
i fell inlove with my best friend, && no its not a crush, i am inlove with him. i know i am but i dont wanna be. hes my best mate 4 gods sake, he sees me at my worst..
i dont wanna feel this way, its not right && i dunno what 2 do about it.
i wanna 4get the feelings, but its impossible..
when he looks at me i freeze, i get weak at the knees if he touches me, i have butterflies when he talks 2 me && when he walks in2 a room i can smell him.. he smells sooooo soooo good && i cant resist him, i want 2 but i cant...
WHAT DO I DO??? I CANT BE INLOVE WITH MY BEST MATE...
Posted by anonymous at July 6, 2007 10:25 AMYour not stupid, it's just one of those things that happens. You cant help who you fall inlove with. And he is obviously one seriously amazing guy with what you have written. Maybe you will have to have a deep and meaningful chat with your best friend, to sort it all out so you know where you stand with him.
Goodluck with whatever you choose to do about it.
-Alone and Lonely-
Posted by: Alone and Lonely at July 8, 2007 2:37 AMim the 1 that wrote this blog. && so far ive asked heaps of people && they all say the same thing, its eitha natural or not wrong or stupid.. but so far thats all i feel.. Completely stupid!
&& lately hes been different, im not the only 1 that noticed it but wheneva i try tellin him that but he just turns 2 me with the look that i go weak with && says "Lozz ur just paranoid, i havent changed, theres nothin wrong && ya know i luv ya"...
LIKE FFS if thats not confuzzlin i duno what is..
Posted by: LoZzA at July 18, 2007 3:54 AM