it just hurts u know? it aches on the inside. like ur chest trying to fold in on itself n swallow the whole of u in the process. n u try to stay calm. on the outside ur calm. n u know that its irrational but u can't help urself n it just hurts. an ache. a dull ache with sharp teeth
accept? u tell urself to accept. u will urself to be stronger, more secure. but ur drowning. head underwater and no-one can see. u stand still n let urself drown. u can't cry for help. u can't save urself.
it just hurts.
Posted by anonymous at March 9, 2008 7:37 PMFrom someone who has been there before...
Try therapy instead of this.
Find a decent therapist, and I promise you will get better results. You could waste years of your life to come to the same conclusion, but it's just not worth it to struggle through things on your own.
You're willing to go this far for help, so why not just take one more step and reach out to someone you know can help you (or at least point you in the right direction).
Posted by: at March 20, 2008 6:17 PMMaybe it will hurt less if you use proper writing skills.
Posted by: at March 23, 2008 6:05 AM