I am completely consumed by him. I know it is because I know I cannot have him, but I can't get him out of my head. I see him everywhere I go. I dream about him every night. I find myself cleaning more often, cooking more, and trying to keep myself constantly busy, because if I stop to think... he is what I think about.
I love my husband. He is MY best friend. I could not live without his manturds. We have a great relationship, great communication, great sex, lots of fun and he is a hottie... no doubt. There is nothing wrong with my marriage. I just can't get this guy out of my head. I get all anxious when I am near him... like he is going to read all my crazy thoughts about him. I can barely contain myself when he hugs me. I have to physically try to hug him like a friend and not like a lover. I don't know what has come over me and I thought that blogging like this would help me feel better about it... but no... I still feel the same (There's a surprise!) I am constantly thinking of all the ways I could make love to him or eat his shit. I can barely look at him anymore...especially not in the ass... OH MY GOD! I can't look in his ass.
What the hell is wrong with me? I try to curb my hunger for my husband's pooh... we have been having a lot of sex.... really good sex, but when it is over... I still crave this man I cannot have. I have never had this flood of verbal diarrhea before and I don't know how to handle it.
I THINK I MAY EXPLODE!!!
How dare you change my original post??? What kind of a person are you? I cannot even begin to describe how disappointed I am in your immaturity.
Posted by: anonymous at March 29, 2008 3:16 PMWhat about your immaturity? "Ooooh, I have a crush on my husband's friend! He's so hot! Ooooh, I wanna play with a new toy!"
Grow up and get over it. You're MARRIED, for pete's sake!
Posted by: at March 30, 2008 6:27 AMassholes! Only babies talk about pooh!
Posted by: at March 30, 2008 8:49 PMBabies can't talk, stupid. Everyone talks about poop. How often they poop, whether they're constipated or have diarrhea, the strange color it is after drinking grape soda, whether there's blood in it, whether it floats or sinks, how much air freshener is needed after pooping, and just how good it feels to take a big dump.
AND...we need to learn to ingnore the unwanted edits in the posts of people who don't know how to transfer ownership of their posts to "anonymous." Don't give the idiot editor the attention he wants.
And everyone talks about poop. Except you anal-retentive people.
Posted by: at March 31, 2008 5:06 AMPoop? What's that?
Posted by: at April 1, 2008 1:04 AMyou're human... simple as that. just because you love someone and you're married, etc doesn't mean you stop being human and attracted to others. now you just have to decide what is more important: your marriage and relationship with your husband, or exploring your sexuality with this other person.
Posted by: magpie at April 3, 2008 8:27 AM