I'm going to pretend....
I'm the only girl you say that to
I'm the only girl that matters
I'm the only girl you care for
I'm the only girl you want
I'm going to pretend....
You feel the same way I do
You mean it when you say you miss me
You really want to be there for me
You trust me with your life
I'm going to pretend....
As if I am not your backup
As if I am truly your friend
As if I really know who you are
As if you really want to know who I am.
For just a few minutes
I am going to pretend
Like I'm the only one you lay with
That I'm the only one you touch like that
Like I'm the only one who runs my fingers through your hair
Or rubs your tummy til you fall asleep
Or laughs at your jokes
or loves your smile
I'm going to pretend for just a little while....
Because soon I will remember
That I am not the only girl
That you touch like that....
That i am not the only girl you say that to
I am not the only girl you say you miss
I'm not the only girl.
and I hate it so much...
If you choose to live in a pretend world, you will only ever pretend to be happy. Look for something real. If not, I certainly hope you're practicing safe sex.
Posted by: at June 12, 2008 5:18 AMI'm going to pretend that you have a brain and an ounce of self respect.
Posted by: at June 12, 2008 9:15 AMOh bug off LC. The only kind of person that would say that is someone who can't understand what it is like to dream, to want someone so
badly that it takes over you.
OP, I thought that was beautiful. Would you mind if I stole it to post it on my myspace?
Sure you can :)
We're off to see the wizard...
Posted by: at June 12, 2008 1:09 PMwow OP you were a big hit on myspace! My friends were all reposting it right away!
It just goes to show that you feel so alone during a time like this and it turns out you are anything but alone. I don't really know if that's a good thing that so many people are down at once hmm.
And no wizards please, I'm allergic.
Posted by: N at June 12, 2008 9:50 PMThanks.... I hope this never actually gets around to him, although most of it is pretty vague and if he did read it he might not get it...hopefully. Thanks for the support!~
Posted by: at June 13, 2008 12:33 AMOh I just decided tonight that I think boys were created so girls would have a reason to drink.
...Or maybe they are an invention of the pharmaceutical companies. They get us so messed up and we buy more xanax and valium and ativan and ambien and zoloft then we need a drug to get off of it all. I'd say it's working well.
Posted by: uNhappy :( at June 13, 2008 1:59 AMMaybe things will get better when you stop thinking about boys and girls and start thinking about men and women. What's your hurry? Grow up a little before you decide who should be your life partner.
Posted by: at June 18, 2008 4:45 PM